Billie Eilish Lost All Her Friends At 14 After Fame
Nearly a decade after being catapulted into fame, Billie Eilish is reflecting on some of the major things she lost out on at 14 years old.
In a new interview on Monday (June 10), the singer, who made her debut with 2014’s “Ocean Eyes,” said that she went through a phase of thinking that her team was her friends before realizing the harsh truth that they are only around because they’re on her payroll.
Eilish Lost All Her Friends
The award-winning singer-songwriter added, “I lost all of my friends when I got famous, like, literally all except one — my best friend Zoe, who I have been friends with since I was two.” Reflecting that she is “pretty much the only person that remained,” Billie found herself unable to “relate to anybody, and it was really hard.”
When asked if she’d tried to maintain her friendships amid her career, Billie admitted she felt “resentful” because of her age. As she put it, “The world was being handed to me on a silver platter, like: ‘Would you like this?'” She recalled thinking of her employees, “I have so many friends!”
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Then, on her 20th birthday, which she celebrated in December 2021, she looked around the room and realized it was only her employees, who were 15+ years older than her. “Then one of my best friends who worked with me quit out of the blue and didn’t talk to me,” the star recalled. “And it was the worst thing that happened to me, and that made me realize, like, ‘Oh, wait, this is a job, and these are really people that if they left me, they wouldn’t ever see me again.’ I kind of had this realization, like, ‘Oh, I might actually be alone for real.'”
How Did Billie Make Friends After That?
Eventually, Billie worked “really hard” to make friends that weren’t a part of her team and rekindling old friendships. The “CHIHIRO” singer, now 22, can confidently proclaim, “Now I have so many friends — I have a crew now! I could literally cry about it. It’s been the greatest thing that’s ever happened to me.”
Elsewhere in the interview, Eilish expressed how much it meant to her to finally have friends. “I could not go on,” she said. “I couldn’t go on without friends. My friendships are, like, the best part of my life.”
Watch the full interview below: